Cheryl's.

mistakenS.

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 01:03:25 GMT

HAHAHAHAHA! xD

i was the first to reach my lab today! heh. and i think the DT was quite shocked. she said something like, "woah, ni3 jin1 tian1 zhe4 me4 zao3 ah?"

yeah indeed, i was really very early today. i sorta "crawled" to sch today, coz my speed was like approximately 0.09km/h. HAHA! -.-

and then just now, there's this student, who came over to me and asked me to sign in for her. coz she said she was told to look for a lady in black. =\ hello, there are alot of ladies in black what! why must come find me? and do i look like one of the DTs? NO WHAT?! omg.

and that reminds me of ytd's lunch time, when i was out with yenleng at the coffee shop there. we went to the bookshop and looked around, and went i was browsing through the notebooks, this old man came and asked me to photocopy his IC. -.- wah rau! i'm not the shop assistant okay?!

ah okay update later. going to the library.

the fourth.

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 01:47:56 GMT

dangs.

cabbed down to sch today again. thankfully this time, i wasn't late. even though i woke up at 7.15am
this morning. =D

but the cab fare was like woah. booking fee's $4, peak-hour surcharge was $2, and the total extra
surcharge was $6. but it wasn't that bad, considering that the total fare didn't go up to $20. hur.

i just got the email from the student of fyw last sem. i browsed through the files, and it didn't seem to
help much. uh, prolly coz i haven opened the files. its all text documents. -.-

uh, actually i've got nth much to update alr. i'm just pretty bored, so i'm here to post some nonsensical
stuffs. can see how boring and tiring fyp can get you.

till again.

lessons learnt for the day.

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 06:44:58 GMT

and in the end, i was late for fyp again. this time even worse. 15mins. what happens tml? 30mins?
cannot cannot cannot! =X

lesson #1
if you're not a morning person, you will never wake up on time NO MATTER how many alarm
clocks you have in your room.

couldn't wake up early lah. i seem to not be able to hear the alarm or somewhat like that every morning.
i think i'm IMMUNE to them. heh. immunity to 3 alarm clocks seemed quite serious. ohwells.

and for these past few days ever since fyp started, i depended on seow's morning calls. uh, think
somehow or rather, i can distinguish which is alarm, which is ringtone. i did thought of setting my
alarm alert to my ringtone, but then, what if i become immune to the both of them? hmmm.
better not better not.

met up with seow in the morning at cck. and it was 8am when we met. =\ thinking that we'll be late if we
go by train, we decided to take a cab.

lesson #2
NEVER EVER take taxis in the morning. you will end up LATER than what you actually are.

waited for cab for around 30mins. decided to call a cab after 10mins of waiting, but i guess
the operators are not helpful at all. the line got thru, but after they asked me to hold on
while they find an available cab for me, what i got was:

"We are sorry to inform you that ALL the cabs in your vicinity are currently unavailable. Please
call again later. *toooooooooooooooooo*"

*grabs hair*

lesson #3
the grass always LOOKS greener on the other side, but is always greener on your side.

we finally found a cab along the way at around 8.30am. after crossing the road to and fro
since we thought there's always more cab on the other side when we're on this side.

in the end, we got onto the cab on the side we first stood on. -.-

3rd day of fyp only and i've started to cab to sch alr. not good not good.
and my fyp still aint heading anywhere. :(
fyw's still on leave. for one week.
wah rau.

working aimlessly.

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 07:33:58 GMT

i think i really got to start sleeping early already. i can't seem to keep myself awake to finish all the
research and reading up stuffs. eyelids drooping heavy everytime i wanted to read a sentence, or
rather, a word.

damn.

i even slpt in my "office" for around an hour or so. and thank God nobody woke me up, so i could
enjoy more of my beauty sleeep. but i'm still tired when i woke up, prolly cause i was awakened by
the very-cold-room-temperature. ~~i feel like a frozen chicken.~~ LOL.

all the amount of sweets i bought seemed to be not enough for me to endure the whole day. still can't
seem to stay awake. eating sweets at this rate will sooner or later get me diabetes. dangs.

they blarf me. said fyw's going to back today, yet not back yet. its the second day alr, and i still don't know
what am i to produce ultimately at the end of the day. this is not gooood.

gotta pray hard that he's coming back asap. i seem to do work aimlessly, and endlessly. =\

but the guy beside me is even worse. he has yet to receive any instructions from fyw, and he's slacking
like mad, surfing web, playing games secretly, msn-ing. i can see he's really very bored.

the DT sent emails to fyw regarding this matter but i think he mia-ed. =O die lor. think we're going to
die together.

i think i've really gotta push the movie outing to another day.

start of fyp.

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 08:51:24 GMT

oh my goodness.

security + networking. the 2 most dreaded topics i'll ever want to get for fyp. and ultimately, i still got them.
a combination of them.

hopefully i'll be able to understand and do this well. although i have completely no idea how i'll be able to,
i will. :)

i just sorta went for a shopping spree just now. at amk hub. uh, not really shopping spree lah. but i intended
to go for one initially. just, shortage of time. i'm going to get havaianas soooooon! prolly later. we'll see how.
heh.

nightmares day.

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 08:59:36 GMT

i had many nightmares yesterday night. oh my goodness.

different, yet continuous types of nightmares. how bad can today get?

chalet.

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 18:12:59 GMT

chalet's over.

say 3days 2night, seems long, but infact, its short. its like 2days 1night, since the check in time is
LATE evening, and checkout time EARLY morning. HAHA. they really know how to do business ah.
leaves us with only 1 full day to play only.

i love chalets lah. though tiring because wont be slping in the night, but fun because its great when
u play all day, go back together to our "home", chat all night, or play games all night. wooots!

heh.

heartbrokened.

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 17:41:00 GMT

my title says it all.

i'm so disappointed. do what you want. i don't want to care anymore.

881 aka papaya.

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 15:35:57 GMT

went to watch 881 with jaslyn and huijin just now.

they say its quite nice, but i say its not nice. prolly because of the few factors:

the PEOPLE behind us.

they were already speaking LOUDLY about them knowing what will happen, etc etc, even BEFORE
the show commenced. spoilers.
the "brother bear" behind ME was trying to be a drummer when the actresses
were singing. kept on using the pop corn box to make his "melody" which was blooooody
IRRITATING can? nearly wanted to turn back and shout at him, but since it was about end
alr, didn't bother. *makes a face*
they were complaining LOUDLY about the spoilt rooftop which was leaking water. heh.
and they sarcastically said to each other whether they've got the $6 tickets (hinting the lousiest
seats) they got their rightful outcome. =X
most dreaded, talking LOUDLY in the midst of the movie, as though they're at home. wah lauuu!
everyone's looking at them yet they're still not ashame enough to shut up. sianness.

the movie.

almost all the parts were just singings. which were interesting infront, but gradually became
boring ultimately. prolly coz i don't watch those ge tais. it's not that i don't like these kinda
shows. i love musicals, but i think these kinda music, hur. not really very suitable for me.
it brings back memories of the place where i worked. =\
they say its touching, but i think its okay only, because it's a lil drama to be true.

okay i've gotta go sleeeeep. haven't study anything yet. gonna go sch earlier to study, if not gonna DIE
tml. i dowan to dieeeee. =X

adios.

hairsprrrrrrayy!

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 17:06:16 GMT

yayyyyyy one paper down! :):)

but the next two are killer papers. sian-ness.

anws, watched hairspray with mutton just now. it's quite a corny show, because there's this show called
"corny corner show". okay lame.

they say the nikki blonsky can't dance! she's literally bouncing lah. =X opps. i know i'm bad, but.
haha okays. but honestly she's cute i have to admit. heh heh. and i LAUGHED OUT LOUD when i
saw john travolta disguise himself as blonsky's mum. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH~ goodness.

i think the show's still okay lah. musicals are niceeeee, esp when there's blonde inside. heh.
no i don't have a fetish for blondeeees but i just love bimbo shows. nice mahhhhh.

alright gotta go sleep early tonight. gotta chiong for 2 papers tomorrow, since i don't think i'll have
enough time to study during the weekends.

dye and DIE.

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 15:49:46 GMT

how mad can i get?

dyeing my hair just the day before exam day, and when i've not yet studied anything.
totally waste of time. a VERY GOOD way to die. haha xD

sian-ness. my memory space is full. i need a bigger ram to throw everything in before tml.

addicted to you. <3s

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 14:44:52 GMT

DIE.

i think i'm addicted to you. and this addiction is reeeeally a serious one.

i don't understand why you always pop up in my mind so often,
no matter whether i'm thinking about you or not.

i don't understand why in the midst of the lonely night,
you appeared in my mind.

i don't understand why you always linger around in my mind so long till i could finally see you,
although i've just seen you not long ago.

i don't understand why i always find excuses just to find you.
no matter whether i have the time or not.

i don't understand why i always travel to find you,
no matter how near or far you may be.

i don't understand why i won't get sick of you,
no matter how often i get to see you.

WHYYYYYYY? why am i so addicted to you............

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please tell me why i need you so much, FOOOOD. YUMS~

chicken chop, chicken rice, ba chor mee, chicken wings, prawn noodles and subway. *slurps*

hungryyyyy spirits.

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 03:05:06 GMT

hmmmm.. once again, it's the hungry ghost festival. it's abit weird why they call this festival HUNGRY
ghost. does that imply that they are so hungry that they'll wipe out every food they find in the streets? if food
is their main objective in coming out of their "homes" to our world, why people think that ghost will come
and find them and haunt them or follow them or whatever?

yes i do admit that i believe that there are spirits in this world. but i don't believe that there are exceptionally
MORE spirits in this world during this 1 month. and of coz, not to the extend of fearing them, worshipping
them, giving them food etc etc.

why?

people might think i'm brazen, i'm wilful, i'm whatever negative things that ppl might think. but no.
i think this way, because i believe that God is the Almighty. because when God says we need not
fear them, we need not to. for He will protect us, which He promises us. and when He says we cannot
worship them, we ought not to. worship only what is worthy to be worshipped, the One who created
everything.

because no matter how these spirits may have hounded you before, don't worry. call out Jesus' name
to help you, and He'll definitely chase all the spirits away for you, because He loves EVERYONE,
including those who are yet to become christians. :)

with love.

**

i'm going to watch secret with seow later! heh. nice showww.. got handsome. xD

national day.

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 15:24:46 GMT

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! _{as quoted from someone}

nothing special happened today. was cooped up at home since i woke up at around 2plus in the
afternoon. =X initially wanted to go for the fnp for nation at church early in the morning. thought i
could make it since i woke up on time, but i fell asleep while trying to wake up. hahahahahaha xD

wah, this national day is so......... different. my mum was shocked that i stayed home today.

mum: wah today u so guai never go party ah? today is national day leh.
me: why must party? tomorrow got test. today party, tomorrow die.
mum: ya hor. u this kind, everytime party until forget time one.
me: .............. (thinks to myself, "thank you very much ah.")

anws, i had a nightmare ytd night. nothing good about nightmares, because i always fear that
they'll come true someday. trust me, this nightmare is the most horrible one. ever. not like the
past ones where slimy green blobs of monsters come chasing after me and all these sorts.

there's common test tomorrow. feel so tired of all these tests and exams. suddenly. BOO~

confirmed.

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 13:52:13 GMT

it's final.

28th, 29th, and 30th. CHALET DAYS! i wanna play play play like mad.
heh heh.

anyone wants to come? :)

chalet.

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 15:27:19 GMT

YAYYYYYYYYY!

chalet chalet chalet. i'm so excited for the upcoming chalet after the exams.
oh my goodness. CANNOT LIKE THAT. later cannot concentrate for the upcoming papers.

let's make it memorable. take lotsa pictures yeah dearies?

can't wait. :)

pre-test emotions.

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 17:09:31 GMT

OH MY GOOOOOODNESS!

it's 1am, and have yet to study anything. blahs.

better start better start soooooooon. _{but i feel like slping =X}

die project DIE.

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 20:12:14 GMT

wah wah wah.

so many projects due tomorrow. err, should be today, since it's 4am now. fyw's report still not very done
yet. i've done a little, and realised that i don't really understand what i'm doing, so i've decided to stop,
and am considering deleting them. ohwells, i think i'll let mutton and lengleng read first before
making any rash decisions.

lkt's project is also not very done. still got some of the pass information parts not done. ugh..
codings can kill.

initially supposed to meet mutton and lengleng this morning around 11am. but i didn't make it until
like 3plus? hur. really felt bad, coz its like. late for so long. could have done more productive things
during this period of time.

reeallie don't know what's wrong with me recently. can't seem to get off my bed early in the mornings.
even when i try to make myself wake up, my eyes just wouldn't open. and you know that it's still not
time to wake up, if not i'm going to suffer for the rest of the day due to lack of sleep. the feeling of
forcing open my eyes, even when they don't want to sarrrrks. blahs.

no matter what, reeeally hope my 'engine' will start even in early mornings from tomorrow on.
i need to, and i have to. more common tests next weeeek. omg. God, please make a way out for me!

wah, everyone's so stressed during this period of time. i think it only applies to nyp students.
i don't see this kinda hell happening to other poly students. hur.

anws, having a desktoped-laptop sucks. :(

fall.

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 19:26:31 GMT

i am down with the MOST serious flu virus i've ever got this time, ~~and am dying.~~

blahs.

php + mysql = disastrous.

i am SUPER irritated with mysql because it just doesn't seem to work. in any way.
uh. dateline's due yesterday, but have yet to hand in. omgomgomgomgomg.

and i dun understand why i fell asleep so often today. just can't seem to keep my eyes open nor
use my brain today. all the codings in php seems to be just floating around. all i could do was
just to sleeeeeep.

haha, seems as though i'm on drugs.

undone.

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 18:37:01 GMT

sian.

it's already 1.51am and i've yet to start with anything yet. and what's worse, it's due tomorrow.
download is like super slow, and i can't seem to do anything to speed up the transfer. so dead.
i think i'm not going to slp tonight.

life's been pretty a mess recently. those that are close to me will know. indulge, indulge, indulge.
i guess that's part and parcel of life. it's all depends on how we handle things which ultimately
digress us into the different aspects of life. good or bad? choice is all up to us. and i suppose,
when the time is up, we'll be enlightened.

so tough, but am holding on to that very small yet substantial strength i have left, the only
encouragement that is, of coz from the Most High.

yes, the one in the million emo post.

everything i once held dear, i count it all as lost.

The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 17:49:37 GMT

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

[Chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

[Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

[Chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

coooooold.

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 18:50:21 GMT

the weather's rather unpredictable recently. i still remembered that it was warm like mad just afew
weeks ago, and now, it's cold like mad to the extent that i have to bury myself under several jackets
and blankets every morning.

it's just like life. sometimes it looks as though it's the end, but you never know, coz there'll always be
a way out. you just don't know when the solution's going to pop out from where.

sore throat's not looking any better. the voice that i've recovered just few days ago seems like it's going to
fade off soon any moment.

and it's been long i've went shopping. i think i ran out of what to wear, from very long time ago. and only
realised it like, just now? hoho.

anws, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTEEEEEE! <3s

enjoy your big day girl. heh.
i'm so looking forward to national day. heh. OUR ONE YEAR! :)

realization.

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 13:52:32 GMT

i found the solution. :)

and i understood the whole situation, not sadly, but gladly.

birthdayyyy.

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 14:54:54 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENGLENGGGG!

haha. this time round no cake smashing. =D
have to pray that next time birthday don't fall on days when lessons end at 6pm, so will NOT
have cake smashing.

clique has no more secrets among each other anymore. LOL!

okay done. dunno what else to update bout. going to cook maggi mee now. heh..

random.

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 17:13:47 GMT

HEH HEH. i want to flaunt my powerpuff girls inflatable chair!

my snapple bottle cap says, "frowning burns more calories than smiling."
no wonder depression often happens to people who are skinny. blah!
so random.

and the 302 char kway teow is SUPER BIG PACKET LAH! i think it is always
that big at midnights.